November 7th, 2001



Okay; spent the last, um, eight hours writing my CeltCiv paper (which, by the way, I think *kicks ass*... and if anyone wants to read it, you know where to find me. You all know how I love inordinate praise... but it will have to wait 'til I know whether it actually *does* kick ass or not, academically speaking... *pre-emptive cringe*). Starting to really dislike Cartimandua as a person. And I don't like parentheses. *growl* And the MLA needs to have something violent done to it with a blunt object and some razor-wire.

But I *finished*, which is all that's important. And I've got 'til 3:45pm tomorow (today?) to re-edit and re-word and stuff. *sigh of relief*

Now all I've got to do is finish my Political Science paper for Monday. And the X-Files season premiere is on Sunday. Oh, dear...

Anyway... I finished, printed it out (and it's all *shiny* and neat) and checked my email. Got a buncha Subcon list messages *sniffles because she can't go to the cabin party* including one from Daroos, in which she refers to Ki and Laer as "venerable leader and husband".

I *cracked up*. I think my neighbours think I'm batty. (They're right, but that's not the point.). Roos, love, you made my night. It was funny. Weird how little things like that can make me laugh when it's two in the morning, ne? ;)
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...huh. That's just... creepy.

You are feeling really miserable at this time... and you'd like to form a relationship with someone with whom you could really communicate. At the same time ... whoever it may be ... that special "someone" must not conflict with your own belief system or ideals. This makes for tough going - but it would seem that the situation is only transitory ....It will soon pass...

Everything seems to be going against you at this time .. Try as you may - you are meeting with considerable resistance at every turn. Nothing is going as you would plan. The situation is difficult and you are trying to persist in your objectives against resistance. It would appear that you are being very secretive about your future plans just in case people around you try to thwart you.

You feel unhappy because you feel that you are not able to obtain the co-operation of those around you. All you would like at this time would be to achieve harmony within your circle ...

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you .. that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you - they simply flow off you as water flows of a ducks back... You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can "Let your hair down" and share your hopes, dreams and high standards... You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

Sometimes one fears that its not worth formulating new ideas and projects because whatever you seem to have some in the past has never worked out... and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall... No one seems to care.. So mow you are trying to get away from it all by withdrawing into a "fantasy land" but unfortunately "Fantasy Land" is just that... and sooner or later you will have to return to reality ... so why delay the inevitable .. When you do ... you will find that the situation is not as tough as perhaps you thought it was.
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Something just killed my giddy mood... not sure what, exactly.
Actually, yes, I am.
I've managed to do something enormously stupid. Over a course of several months.
Maybe years. And... *sighs*
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